i am sorry at both the insensitivity and epectation(s) flung upon you. They haven't a clue the work, time, or tears you've invested into this. No wonder you want to 'give'in'.

For a year now I've been feeling frustrated, troubled, and personally hurt by my experiences with my Support Group and the manner in which it has changed. The direction it has taken is wrong on every level. But I alone can do nothing about it other than do my best to make those that have been excluded from the 'in-crowd' feel welcome. After the last meeting I weighed out whether I should continue to invest so much of my energies in what has become a thankless task. So, I made a decision this week to just give in.