I just woke up. Feeling meh. Gonna attempt to be all sorts of productive today. And probably fail miserably. But I am trying any how. I know that doesn't count for much.

I am trying to be normal. I think Even if I manage to clean this place up my parents will be able to tell that I am not okay. I have no food except condiments in the fridge. I have loads and loads of laundry. And my sleep cycle is all screwed up.
I am thnakful for a week off work for spring break, but I am also nervous. Bc work gives me some reSon to get out of bed each day. Being off, even tho I enjoy the break, can mess w my moods.
I do not like my Lucy avatar anymore. I think I'm gonna change it. Seems like too much effort though! Maybe tomorrow.