Thank you all for writing. Right now it's not much better. Mostly because if my neighbor out on her balcony with friends - they are all in my age group. It both gets me down and angers me. I know it all comes from envy, I've never really had what they're having, and I resent that. I know it's silly but it just really affects my mood so much. It's why summer gets me down - seeing people about in a good mood when I'm not only makes me feel more alone. How are you all doing today?