I can't take me anymore. I hate myself so much and people hate me just as much. I've did so many bad things,I didn't mean to hurt anyone,but I ended up hurting everyone.People want me dead and I don't blame them. I want myself dead as well. What's the use of me living if I'm just going to hurt everyone I come in contact with? I too much of a punk to have sex with anyone so I'm basically useless. Every man is going to want me for sex and I just can't give it to them, what is the use of me living if I can't pleasure a man? Sometimes I wish I was a *****,maybe I could keep a man for more than a week,and if i couldn't then atleast I'll feel better about myself.
Is it weird that I've been thinking about dying lately? I just want to and i don't think anyone will care,I'm such a bad person,I thought I was doing something good,but it ended being very bad....I can never do anything right......