I have had a hard night and day to understate. Complicated. Tonight my spouse hurt my feelings and kinda did a little more, messed w/ my head w/out meaning to and I went off on him. Not pretty. I do not behave the way I id, threw a lot of everything handy down the stairs screaming and broke tons of stuff. Guess I had it huh? Umm, not like me and I am in need to support, company. Thanks.