Oy - this is where i'm at too - one of my dearest friends (died 6 years ago) and i used to sing in school and do caroling. The Christmas songs always put a knife in my heart. Lil Drummer Boy came on today =( His b-day is Saturday and i'm just sad right now. I really miss him. It will be interesting, too because I finally just re-joined a choir and naturally our concert is on Saturday.
kiya

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