I've tried the whole eat really healthy thing, but it didn't work because I'd end up feeling hungry and consuming the same caloric intake as before. And I put on 10 pounds.

So i've decided **** it, and I'm doing my own thing (no matter how weird or crazy it is).

Rn I'm solely surviving on beef jerky (aka human dog food). It's really filling to the point were it tricks my body into thinking I had a big meal, and one pack is only 240 calories.

I can totally survive on that alone though, but I figure it's dangerous, so I eat 300 more calories of whatever I want. Note, that I'm really short and basically really sedentary.

Also 1-2 times a week, I get mcdonalds breakfast instead - which makes me end up with 1000 calories at the end of the day, but it's worth it.

As long as I'm not feeling lightheaded or whatever - it seems to be working. I've lost 8 pounds in 3 months. Unconventional, slow, but better than nothing. I want to lose the 30 I gained, however long it takes me to get there.