As I sit here drinking my sorrows away I find myself sad and angry. My last grandparent just passed away about an hour ago and I can't stop crying. I'm angry because I couldn't be there. I haven't seen her in a few years. I'm the oldest grandchild and feel a responsibility to be there. My heart hurts
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Dx: BP2 and MDD
Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia
Diagnosed in May 2016
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