I'm sure there is a way to accept living with depression, but I'm not going to give into that yet. I know what it like to be normal. I was never depressed a day in my life until I was in my 30's. I just can't accept it. There has to be an answer. I've tried all kinds of antidepressants and they just seem to make it worse for me. At first it seems like they are working and then after several months they don't anymore. My doc wants me to join a support group. I guess that is what I will do. At least I could talk to other human beings that suffer from depression. I'd rather for now go online rather than leave my safe place.