I need to try something that works for me. I hate feeling so depressed all the time. It's an awful feeling. If this keeps up I'm going to loose everyone. I love my family but I can understand how they feel. They don't understand depression or how a person could feel so worthless. I get it because I was never depressed until I was in my 30's. It could be a lot of things. The pressure of having children, hormones, marriage, everything. It never stops. Now I'm going through empty nest syndrome and I feel I have no purpose anymore.