hi Colleen, another survivor (or trying to) of childhood abuse here welcoming you on board. I hope you find the support you are looking for, pm me anytime...I too am dredging up the past but suffer with dissossiation amnesia and it knocks me for six when I remember anything new....abuser was a hypnotist and messed my mind up big time.........but the only way to go is up from now on I feel, if you're struggling reach out and grab my hand, together we can make this journey and start to live....

Love Jinny xxxxx