I am worried and ashamed of my weird fetishes i have had for years.. right back to when i was 13 i think.
The three are:
- coprophilia
- beastality
- peeing outdoors (i have been doing that alot lately).
I know they're not normal.. but i just can't seem to come to dislike them. Like to the point where they're the only things I'm sexually attracted too.
I was diagnosed with early stages of schizophrenia a couple of year's back. I have noticed it's gradually worsened the last couple of month's.
I don't open up to my family.. i feel they'll view me differently and i obviously couldn't deal with that.
I just need to know if all this is leading to a full blown psychotic episode.. do i need medication or some serious help?