My CEO reprimanded me via email.

Of cos SO reminds me I choose to stay in this job. I feel I can't quit though I know I can. I know everyone in my offline life including my SO is fed up with my stupid whining about this job I so obviously am a ****** mismatch for. I'm more scared of quitting and having to go thru many months of unemployment together with declaring my MH conditions on every job application, and getting lectured everyday by my father for being useless than leaving this job.