he does try and help when i let him know that things like that are going on.

he is probably about 100 times more affectionate than me. my family just isnt that way. i didnt tell my dad i love him (and he didnt tell me) until i was about 16 and 17 and it felt awkward so i just dont deal with affection very well and he knows that.

he generally picks up on when i just want to be left alone and hell ask me if its him a couple times but when i say no he generally leaves me alone.

the biggest problem it seems that we have is that well both say the same thing but not realize it. so well argue over something when we have the same views. its like were saying the same words but its not coming out to where we understand that were actually on the same page. my mom and i do the same thing.

youre right, i dont feel on the same page as him. last night was the first time in a long time that i have. were moving back to dayton and he was actually excited and planning stuff out when usually im the one doing everything.

i have had a long history of depression so i think i might just be depressed again but im around him the most so he is who im taking it out on.