I'm overwhelmed and so anxious. Being disabled, my daily functioning is poor. My boyfriend (also disabled) also has bipolar 1 and is having a manic episode with psychosis.

He usually takes care of me, as he is higher functioning than I am. I'm trying to keep him out of IP. I wish he could sleep. His pdoc can't see him until the 25th.

I'm also taking care of my daughter and my dying stepdad. White knuckling it, here. I asked my ex if he could take care of our daughter for a few days. He hasn't texted me back yet, but he'll likely not help me out.

I have a T appointment tomorrow and I texted her that I need help in session tomorrow with controlling my anxiety. Having GAD, Social anxiety, Panic disorder, OCD and Complex PTSD exacerbates...my life. I also have strong agoraphobic tendencies. I go to T and pdoc. Otherwise, I am a hermit.