Thanks, WC. I'm off the clonazepam now, haven't taken it since February (guess I should change my signature, huh? ) I have been thinking about the clonazepam all morning. I know it would totally do the trick but I have to try to do life without-- plus I don't have access to it at work but I don't know that I would take it as I'm trying to come off everything. I'm off the ability now too and working on tapering off the lithium. I don't know how I'm going to do life without meds on days like this. I don't want to fail, I have to learn to deal and I dont know how.

I think about getting & being pregnant on top of this and the thought scares me to pieces...how Will I ever be able to do this?

I could call Pdoc I guess. Maybe she would have some suggestions.