I find the biggest problem with having a narcissistic parent is even if you cut them from your life their "stench" never really goes away. This is at least the case if you're not where you feel you should be in life. It often takes years to even manage it where you can say you almost moved on so I was very close to getting there until bam the US elects someone who reminds me of him and we are back to my childhood all over again. I have now regressed I think.