Yeah....but hell...it fit right in with....every thing else in life....so in a way it's like normal to us. Like it's a "wow" thing that lasted 6 seconds then so on.

It's hard to keep a journal when the Others could care less....so by the time I check...days of time gones by so what's the use.

But when some did keep log...I felt like I was reading Chinese...it just didnt make sense...
So much I rejected it because it felt weird... so we don't journal.

So......aren't you curious? Aint this the weirdest thing ever? I think so....the granddaddy of all mental illnesses...and we are the lucky ones...wtf?

Anyhow.

How do you want to continue? At least we can talk in head is why we quit writing that now we are on base.