Candy, I prefer to think it is you catastrophicsizing and that your job will be fine. I am so glad you had a good day back. When I came back after a 2 month loa I was so scared and I KNEW my direct super was nuts and had it out for me. She has been fine. She learned a lot from me and I learned a lot from her. It is a very slow process for me to open up to her. However, I do my job well no matter how scared I was.