Hi, couch.

I am on Spring Break from school job. Thank God. I am working 40 hours at CVS this week though, but I will still still work less (total) than when I work 2 jobs. Lol.

I missed so much since my last post. It was on the old couch.

I will be too overwhelmed to go back and read over 50 pages on this couch, plus what I missed on the old couch, so I will just start fresh by joining back in here.

I have T on Wednesday. I am not looking forward to it as I am still not doing too well. I sent pdoc an email last week with my concerns. No response, but I see him next week, so I'm sure he will inquire about my email then.

I am thinking that we may need to change my AP injection to something else. I am losing the insurance that covers it (I have ins through both jobs) and I cannot afford Invega without ins. What to change it to is the question though. It would need to be an injection as I still am not consistent with oral pills and I would rather not be psychotic. I know there is Risperdal, but it is expensive without ins too as it Abilify. I know Haldol has a generic and I tested a drug discount card at work today to see a cost for it...I could get generic for about 20 bucks a month...still not cheap, but affordable. I just am scared of possibly needed to do that as I have heard that Haldol has bad side effects and the injection type hurts. But, it may be the best option. This is not what I emailed pdoc about (I emailed him about my mood), but it is just something also weighing on my mind. Gah!