I'm in the process of slowly stepping up abilify sneakily to kill paranoia without triggering those side effects; but won't know for a while if its truly successful. Still I feel something, so I have to assume it does something.

And I'll be blunt, now that I know its possible to live without. I'll take living to 75 without paranoia as opposed to 90 with. Or whatever the break point is. Seriously, I've had enough. Can't get a refund, so an exchange will have to do.