thanks guys. sucked feeling like i was a horrible girlfriend. doesnt help that the job market sucks so bad down here that we both have to have 2 jobs just to get by. hence, im not going to school next semester and working so we can afford to move back to dayton. the time that i felt the best with him was when we first moved down here and it took about 3 weeks to find a job. we were together 24/7 for about 3 weeks and we were both happy. i keep trying to tell him that money isnt a big deal and to quit his second job but he feels obligated so that we can have all this fancy crap. i think he is starting to see now though that him working 70 hours a week is killing us.

you guys have really been a big help just letting me vent. thank you.