So the trip to the airport sucked... what should have taken 30 minutes ended up taking 1.5 hours... by the time we got in and thru security, they were already boarding. We bought 3 seats for the two of us, and didn't end up able to sit together. I couldn't take it and had a drink on the plane to calm down... checking into the hotel also sacked, because as always, I am not included in the planning of anything and when you sister booked the hotel, they agreed my mom didn't need an accessible room, but I'm the one sharing the room with her. So at the desk I brought it up, and my sister throws a fit because the hotel was trying to accommodate but there wasn't an accessible room with two beds, and is just "why didn't we just check in with what we reserved?" Keep me in the loop if you don't want me asking questions, then. Had another drink by the hot tub today, and then this evening has also sacked. Sis in law snapped because I started to answer a question that they asked my mom, even tho she had never told me it bothered her. And just now, mom got upset because I am getting frustrated. It feels like nobody gives a crap if I have a good time here, only the three of them. And anytime I even attempt to speak up for myself, mom pulls the "drop it" crap... perhaps I don't drop it because you never effing listen in the first place? So now I am downstairs chain smoking... I actually walked out of the room without my phone or shoes, just my cogs and my key... I am so tired of all this ****... and this is why I don't tell them I'm having a hard time, ever, because they don't care. I don't think they have ever cared and I don't think they ever will. I really don't even see the point right now.