Im falling back into depression again. and it feels as if i wont make it this time. but thats exactly how i felt last time too. at the core, if im anything, im a fighter. so quitting goes against everything i stand for and believe in. But its been a really long battle, with no rest. and i feel so tired of fighting all the time. its starting to feel like an unwinnable fight. a fight without an end, doomed to go on and on till i give up. all i want is a little peace. a moment when im not fighting for my life.