I'm starting a new day!!!!!!!
For anyone who read my posts lately, I was concerned that I would end up in Hospital in order to to get my mind back in order.
With daily therapy I have managed to make baby steps back to a bit of clarity. I am at home, I am not at work, but it is a holiday anyway conveniently, and I don't have to do any outpatient treatment-allowing me to avoid Family Med. Leave.
My big sad thing is that I am not completely back on track, so there are things I can't do yet. I must have someone with me all of the time still and I can't drive. The driving is a big one for me. I had wanted to take my three teenagers on a day trip to the beach during this week off. I think it means more to me than them, but I only have a little over a year before they will be off to college.
I again meet with my therapist today. She will have input about the driving because she always reports to my pdoc afterwords. I hope. I think activity will speed up normal.

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