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Maybe you don't want to hear this, but your strength shows in the fact that regardless of your feelings, you are still doing what needs to be done. You have thought of so many recourses that not too many people would have thought of.
I'm so sorry this had to happen to you.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.