Tomorrow's my friend's birthday and today is 2 weeks since she last acknowledged my existence.
I miss her so much and when something appears on my timeline, like someone sharing a video with her and her comment on it, it makes my heart ache, I can't stop but think now she's just fine and dandy without me and she'll never talk to me again. I'm afraid that tomorrow when I post on her timeline to wish her a happy birthday she won't even acknowledge that.

Yesterday was a big day for me and I wished I could have share it with her. I had the first performance of a play I'm in. I'm doing amateur theatre classes because I like theatre and to help with my social anxiety and we actually prepare plays and act on a proper stage of a small local theatre. Anyway, it was a big day and I wanted to share that with her and it hurt that I couldn't.