I've been at work these days, felt so disconnected that I've bee constantly bumping into stuff, went to a different floor istead of where are office is, was not doing absolutely anyhing, but keeping up the appearances. Everything feels surreal and feel like people are watching me. I guess they are not but feel it constantly. I'm forgetting my thoughts the next second after I thin them Spent half a day in the toilet. From tomorrow I'm on holiday and should travel home to see my parents and friends. Some freaking inertia will do that to. What s wrong with me? Why can't I just let go