Dear MC,
I know my e-mail was really long. But you should probably pay more attention to what's in the end, where I say how much I'm struggling right now. I know it's probably tempting to just be like "Good job!" re: the first part about my trusting/feeling safe with you. But that's just the opening part... I hope you have time to write something supportive and/or encouraging back in the next few days.

And then I promise to do my best to leave you alone more over the next few weeks...this was just timed badly with the paternal transference thing happening after I saw T last week due to the change in schedule and then with her being on vacation this week. So she's not an option for reaching out right now. Also, I probably do want to actually talk about the transference thing more, since we only briefly touched on it yesterday. But I know I had to prioritize what H wanted to discuss.

Miss you.
Love,
LT

PS--sorry if I'm being annoying. I know you wouldn't say it if I was. And you'd say that even if I *was* annoying you, it would be OK. But...I'd rather know if I am. I think. OK, I'd rather you just say I'm not annoying and seem like you mean it...