Hi guys and girls.
I have been going through a four month depression and for the last month I have been on Lithium and Wlebutrin. I always drink coffee and it helps me get moving but nothing to crazy.
Today I had my usual coffee during my Global Marketing class and today i feel really energized and my mind has grown back its wings. I feel good about life but no real euphoria and hallucinations or anything.
I feel like I might be getting manic because a few things happened today that usually depict my mania.
1. I heard a really sick beat while passing one of the recording studios in my school and I had to sit there a rock out to it.
2. I have become "hyper-sexual"
3. I am very interested in everything and I volunteered last minute today for the fashion show tonight at my school.
4. I started twirling my hair which is something I tend to do when more manic.
Could I be going manic? I usually don't realize when I am revving up.
Could this be because the welbutrin?
Agh... everything is just rushing and Im not sure if its from the coffee or my mood has shot up.
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