That sounds scary Anais. I seem to read a bit of cynicism in your "all good".
I'm not doing too well. Have had an ongoing argument over about everything with my psychologist for months. It started over my diagnosis, which was changed from autism + BPD to dependent personality disorder + BPD traits + depression NOS. That DPD label is used to tell me that all my problems are due to uncertainty and I just need a good kick in the behind. I'm institutionalized and have been for 9 1/2 years and it's not even three weeks till my planned discharge date and no after care has been arranged yet. Well, they (social worker and psychologist) are working on it but I have little faith in it being all ready by May 1.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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