It's happening again. It's that time of year. I am finding myself repeatedly triggered to recall memories of my once fabulous life. each spring the Facebook' memories roll out picture after picture of me adventuring. Back country camping, hiking, climbing, kayaking, and even those of my dog. None of these things I have any more in my life. I doubt I ever will. And for some reason everyone seem to be driving a JEEP. They seem all over the road, again triggering memories.

This all adds up to depression. I am grieving yet again the loss of my former life.

I am pulling out all the stops to stay positive. I thought it was working for a while today but I got triggered yet again.

This happens every freaking year.