Hello Everyone,

I thought I was out, I let myself believe that I was free from this pit, but no - I'm not. I felt better last Sunday. Better then I've felt in a long long time. I thought I was out, like my depression was actually something that I could look back on from that point forward. But now that feeling is gone, and I actually had allowed myself to hope that it was over. Now that I'm back to feeling the way I was before, I'm just a mess again. It hurt so much, I'm just a mess, and I don't feel like I can escape this. I'm broken - I just need to accept that I'm not getting better. Has anyone else dealt with this back and forth too? If so, how did they deal with it? Thank you all for lending an ear and helping.

Stay safe everyone.