Dear Dr. S, I'm doing better, used coping mechanism, not the best one, not the worse one ... feel better. *shrug* I still don't want to talk about any of this but can talk now about other stuff. See you in 23.5 hours. I still want it back, give it back. You know I can't ask for it back, can you show it to me though. Can I touch it? I want to know you still have it. You do still have it, don't you? You didn't throw it away. I'd be sad if you did. I know this is all so silly, it just feels so real. - me