In My opinion... the therapy for DID... which Kiya and I both have.. is long... and tough... and intense... and very difficult..

It in my opinion defies description.. unless you also have it..DID..

My pdoc.. puts DID as a subset underneath.. PTSD...

I just got out of a body work session... and I went OMG.. am I actually going to live thru this.. and I actually going to make it thru to another day..I had to think.. and think hard.. to not drive into a pole in the parking lot.. and just end the whole thing.. it was an intense feeling... trying to steer away from the pole...

This is not a personal attack.. I am in some way.. just venting...because ALL... I have ever heard from any of the therapists that I've gone to.. in 23 years.. is work hard.. this will make it better... in time.. it can be made to be more comfortable..BLAH!!!!!!!!

well ... I have to say... NO one... in my opinion.. could have wored harder.. put my energy into it.. than me..

and... you know what... I still want just one day... with out PTSD.. just one day...

and.. the hard work... if I had just lived life.. instead of putting the energy into therapy... and the money into therapy..

well... my opinion.. I would have been farther ahead..

let there be peace... for all............