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Originally Posted by imaginethat
I really think that if you talk about it, you'll feel better. There's a big difference between wanting to die and having plans to kill yourself. Better to talk about it now rather than if it progresses to you making plans. God hope that doesn't happen.
I've wanted to die plenty of times, but I don't kill myself because it would hurt my mom too much. She's been caring for so long. I can't give in to the darkness.
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I don't know if this is considered having "a plan" but I already have my method planned out and I have a location. But I am not actively planning on going through with it...
my problem is that whenever I would feel suicidal I would research methods...so now I know way more about suicide related things than I should. I think I'll try to talk to the other school counselor just because I don't know if I feel comfortable talking about it to mine...(I really like her and I don't want to worry her). I'm glad you're still here. Sorry you struggle with the thoughts too