art T,

the week after last week's session was ok. Surprisingly so. I didn't expect it, but I try to just accept it and not to question it. Feeling thankful.

And yet: Right before this week's group I start anticipating. What could turn up and/or go "wrong". I know, my problem is not that things "go wrong" but that I tend to loose myself in this group context.

So can you please help me somehow to stay true to myself and to whatever it is that I might need or want? I'm not sure what help I need in this context. And I know I get seriously annoyed whenever you don't let me off the hook. and yet: Your insisting, your persistent questions - what is it that YOU need right now - do help to remind me, that I am 'allowed' to have needs, and wishes and desires. And also to hold onto them and to voice them.

I#m a bit nervous with regard to tonight's group session. But at least this sinking feeling of "I don't want to go there" is gone for now. Hoping the positive trend will continue...

Feeling more positive,
c_r