I swore I wouldn't get on the scale until Saturday but I just had to. I'm down four pounds! Now if I can't just stick to it and not majorly cheat I should be able to finally hit 192 in a couple of weeks. If I ever make it to 20 pounds lost I will be so excited!!

This is just what happens to me. I go all out for a couple of months, get frustrated, quit, gain back weight, then recommit. That's why I can never lose weight, I just keep fluctuating.

Headed to the endocrinologist on Tuesday though. I'm hoping if i get the hormone problem treated it will help me lose a bit more weight but we will see! I know it's possible to treat it with meds. And maybe that way I'll be able to stay on the invega and won't risk destabilizing.