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Originally Posted by MessyD
Thanks, and I understand what you're saying, and I thought about it the same way at some point. But I don't expect anything more real than it is. It is real for me when I'm there but I know it can't give me everything I need. In some way it sometimes gives me more than I thought it would when I started. So in a way it's meaningful and the pain is a part of it. I'm jus trying to accept it
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I didn't expect anything either, nevertheless strong needs were stirred up by the nature of the relationship. I found it a cruel trap. Someone playing this caring and attentive role, but in a contrived way and with the intention of frustratimg those needs (for dubious purposes), and only for an hour per week, no more. This is a recipe for pain, and for what?