lil bit, by the time somebody notices, it may be too late. Or there is the possibility that people already notice, they just have not said anything because they don't understand eating disorders.
You said, "it's not that bad." I interpret that to mean its already bad (just not "that" bad). Rapid weight loss by barely eating is dangerous, but you already know that...in your previous post you mentioned you have more "bones poking out further" and you seem to be very concerned about the numbers on the scales. I am also getting the impression this is not the first time you have struggled with this issue. To me, it sounds like you have some of the signs of anorexia. But, I am not a doctor, so maybe I am wrong. Please forgive me if I am reading too much into this post and recalling your past posts incorrectly.
Are you planning on continuing this rapid weight loss until somebody notices and possibly tries to intervene? Why put yourself through that? When I read your posts, I hear you saying you need some help with this. Do you want help?
What can we do to help you? Why are the numbers on the scale so important to you? What have you done in the past to deal with these feelings?
I am worried about you and your health.
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