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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
Thanks, Hoping.
I'm going in at the beginning of May to get checked out. Found a new lump close to the original area. It could be a lump of tissue built up around all the scar tissue. I've been feeling pretty bad but that could be a number of things. I'm not too worried but the question did pop into my mind today after I scheduled everything. My oncologists was pretty blunt last time I saw him when he said that if it came back, we'd just be fighting for time. Where my head's at, though, I'm not sure I'd fight it.
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Everything is harder when our heads are in the wrong place.
Let us know what the results are. Decisions like this are so complicated that is it good that there are forums like this one and cancer patient forums where people with cancer can discuss their options. It would not be a decision to take lightly because it is your life. Life matters but, unfortunately, it doesn't last forever, nor do we know how long it will be. That's why you need to keep working on your depression, PTSD, etc.--so you can enjoy your life as much as possible!! Don't give up on trying to improve the quality of the life you have. I hope you can have more nice dreams than nightmares soon.... <<<hugs>>>