Ok so I went to my women's bible study (about 180 ladies) and then out to eat and talked, hugged, and participated through it all. I'm trying to be more social since I've been sitting in the recliner all these months. I'm an extreme introvert but feel this is necessary. I am exhausted. I would rather work the 12-16 and sometimes 18 hour days I did as a CPA. I'd have more energy at least. I'm a little discouraged and have my daughter yelling at me about building my social muscle. I'll try socializing again tomorrow. Sigh. Funny, I feel closer to some of the folks on here then in my social groups.