Didn't get to see my pdoc before he went on a 9 day holiday.So annoyed as I wanted to talk discharge and change of couple of of meds (amounts and or/stopping) Thankfully the registrar can help me with my options but he is not as skilled. I might also see the pdoc on call if needed in an emergency. Just a frustrating situation.

As I was already in a bad way when I found out so the wonderful nurse I had made sure I was safe as possible and looked after. This care made all the difference from me running away to remaining safe. I am so thankful for excellent nurses.

Now it is 3.50am and I am wide awake, but i did fall asleep around 9pm. Will try and get more sleep and if not take that shower to wash my hair that I have been putting off for about 5 days. I am hoping today will be a better one than yesterday.