There are a lot of times when I'm convinced there's no problem and I'm thinking fine. Then when I get feedback from my family and friends they're convinced I'm off my rocker. At times like this I usually take the outside input and trust the others, and get some help. In retrospect they've always been right.

I have a severe dislike for the MH profession in general. That being said, I do believe my life is better for the help I've been given.

Best of luck on your quest, whatever you decide to do going forward.