I started seeing my T almost a year ago because of anxiety attacks I was having. Since then she has put me on Zoloft for the anxiety. Then there was the time over the summer where I was having paranoid thoughts and she added Abilify to the mix. Now I'm just rock bottom depressed and tired of it all. I literally don't want to get out of bed. My T added Provigil and increased the Zoloft because of this.

I'm frustrated because I mentioned Adderall to her and she wants nothing to do with it. She says it's addictive, its an amphetamine and a controlled substance. I told her that when I was a kid I was diagnosed with ADD and put on ritalin (which made me a zombie) but that I could be ADD and it may help my depression. She didn't want to hear it. I'm just venting because I want to feel better now and I'm tired of waiting another two weeks to try something that doesn't work. I feel like so much time has been wasted this year. I'm not sure she's the right T for me or maybe I'm just being inpatient.