Thanks for your input because I don't know what to do. I really don't feel stable enough to work and I really do need the funds whenever it is approved or whatever. I'm in the process of marriage counseling to decide if we are going to stay together or not and if not I don't know what will happen to me and whether my husband will fight to get custody of our son. There's a lot to consider. I understand the stigma as well when you are labeled disabled. It's bad enough to have bipolar diagnosis as a label. I already feel the stigma at various places I go.