Hi SweetCrusader,

I agree with the other posts here, but would like to add something.

You mentioned about having a lot of 'walls' and I think most of us here can identify with that. Sensitivity to rejection is a big part of any depressive illness, and rejection hurts us really badly.

Over the years I have tried to lose the idea of a 'best' friend, for just this reason. If I am going out into the world with an open mind, friendly with everyone I meet, then I feel strong, but if I am looking for emotional support from just one person then I feel needy and weak. That's why this board is so good for me.

So I would say, be friendly but don't look for the pot of gold in the friendship, as you may get hurt. The pot of gold is carried inside ourselves, it always is.

Cheers, Myzen