I have never felt secure with myself or with most people at any point in my life.
I have felt this way since I was 4 years old.
I have always feared others were mad at me and/or would leave me. I have never not felt that way.
I wonder how to feel otherwise.
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Do at least one thing you enjoy each day.
Dx: BPD, OCD, GAD, and PTSD traits
Rx: Lamictal 200mg and 0.5mg Ativan as needed
"Now I can see all the colors that you see."
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