Dear c_r,
you are right,
your little outburst yesterday at the end of the session was huge. In fact, it made me smile on the inside. You know that all your feelings are allowed. That I welcome them, after all they've been buried and suppressed far too long.
Don't worry about me, I can handle that. I can hold your feelings for now. And together we'll get there somehow that one day you'll be able to hold them on your own.
Try not to feel guilty, I know this is hard, especially with those 'loaded' easter days coming up...
I'm looking forward to seeing you again after the break. You will come, right?!
Love, art T.