{{{{{{{{{{Darrel}}}}}}}}}}}} I thought about it once... because of some painful words someone through at me simply to hurt me. Claimed I had "no feelings."

My oldest son walked in on me and at that point I realized how selfish and thoughtless I had gotten at the bottom of that particular fifth of Vodka. I slept it off and purposed never to think of it again. I had waaaaaay too much precious stuff to life for! I'll send you a pic of what that little boy has become. Can't imagine having missed that... and every other kind of beauty he has brought into my life. He's the one that's your age, Hon.